Its been a good while since I've last posted something here.
Life has been o.k. Nothing real important has happened lately.
I've still been lazy and slowly destroying my life. Havent been working out or going to school as much. I havent been trying to go out on dates or hang with too many friends. I sleep normal. It's not like the time I would sleep 18 hours a day.
My mind is in a cluster fuck right now, I have nothing in particular to write about, but I just decided to write something anyways. Of course I am tired, but I've eaten so I'm not in a particularly bad mood. No food and No sleep can make me a very grouchy person.
Winter is here and the holidays are upon us.
*quick thought: Why is it that people ask 'who are you?' instead of 'Who is you?' when usually the word 'are' is used in a plural tense*
My life needs to change drastically and I don't know how to do that. As i sit here a river or questions and thought flood my mind. I compare and contrast the idea of a relationship with someone. I wonder why I need school and why I can't modivate myself to attend. I wonder when people give me advice it always sounds like the same old dribble that I can't stand to hear. Things in my life need to change. I long for adventure but can't make the time for it. I am losing a sense of being alone and am starting to depend on people more. A thing which I hate to do.
I think I hate myself right now for the things I can't get done. My dreams and ambitions run on for miles while my modivation and activiy level only sit around all day and watch videos. Videos of others on adventure, who imbrace their ambition.
I MUST get more done. I NEED to do more with my life right now. I SHOULD wake up earlier and eat more meals.
-_- I need to go back to how I was two years ago with the same mentality then mixed with my wisdom now.
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